I TRIED! BUT I CAN'T!

I hate to miss someone. I HATE THIS! I wish if I could return to the past and I will never knew you. Even to say HI will be complicated. I do really hate this kind of feelings. :( I'm sick to dream of you evernight. :( And yet I still failed to deny you in my mind. How can? Thinking of someone else are not helping so much to removed you from my heart. Althought it might be temporary, but for the next moment I'll be remember you again. Again and again! Now you tell me what should I do?  :( This is suck!!! Suck!!!

I used to make you stars. Saya kira lipatan bintang ada 300, put it in a HELLOKITTY box. Saya bagi pada awak. DULU. Itu dulu.

How can I forget you if everyday, everytime, everymoment, every single second you always appears in my dreammm!! I almost get to the top to destroy you from my heart, but I failed. :( Seems to be something being an obstacle to forget you, asking me not to deny you  and keep missing you. Isn't it?

Why !!!! I failed.

Stop!