One day my wish.

Plez...

Give me only one day to make me smile without non-stop. i want to be the happiest girl in this world. Only one day. plez..
right now i am full with frustrated. how can i face with this problem lonely?? tell me!! tell me!!
leave me in paradise for one day. let me laught !!!

let me become a wonderful dancing queen for one day. searching for the right way in my life is not easy. dancing queen,to get rid of my sadnes.

let me feel freedom to arrange my life..
plez..

i feel too regret in my life because i can't make people around feel proud of me.
suppose i must sacrifice my hapines,to make others happy!!
do it CHIQUI!!
YES U CAN!!

no i can't!! i can't afford!!
tell me what should i do now!!!

how do u feel when people forget what i had done to him/her??
yes will say,
" MY TEARS NEVER ENDS. how could they forget!!"

this nonsense girl always been cheating by others.
God,pick me out from this trouble.
i need some space to breath.

i feel too down!!!
help.

Counting

I want to complete study as soon as possible...

so dat i can help parents when i work... am i used corect word

ahh!! abaikan!!

apa ni!!! dis is stdy week.. i got a lot of work to do.. but.. x rasa pon diri ni sibuk,.. mcm biasa jgk.. cuma effort kn ganda - ganda lg.... Mungkin aq kn stop berblog??

eh!! x semestinya.. kalo da asyik nengok buku jek.. bole tahan ke kawan2?? xkan kan? ( 2 jwpn sy.. awk semua x tau la...Errr,,,)

nih da 2 mggu x balik... I miss mUmmY n pApIta So BADly...

its ok.... i am a strong girl.. never give up to my feelings....
i be there as soon as i can ...

wait for me mom , dad..

Baby Boooo... !!! FRIDAY OH FRIDAY!!!

for a week i did not POST new story bout ChiQuiTiTAS...


I got a lot of works to do this week.

1. submit Webpage MGT before FRIDAY
   
2. must submit our Arabic communication video to Mr. Radwan before FRIDAY ( great flower to umi salmah because she is the best partner for me)
3. quiz finance .. + test on FRIDAY
4. final draft for bell,submit before FRIDAY ( nasib nita ade tolg anta kat bilik MISS)

*** FRIDAY DAY!!!

I almost give up. Why!! Dont ask me why. Sometime my spirit rising abruptly,but sometine down to the earth.. oh!! fade!!

WHAT THE HEK!!!!

Tanx for all my frens because of your cooperation ( did i use correct spelling readers??) bantai jek!! i am out of idea to write on this page.. empty!!

Teman Sejati -Brothers

please searching dis song...
dedicated for Selly'S grUp

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OH NO!!!

what should i say??
what do u thinking of???
don't know...
lately, im thinking bout my parents so many times ...
why??
i don't know..
maybe im not longer here..
i miss my family too much...
from the bottom of my heart,i wish the time can stop...
so that i can think better than now..
my mind is full with complicated situation..
reason why??
so many question is running in my HEAD!!
searching for the best answer.. the answer to conclude all my doubtful..
hopefully 1 day i will breathing in calmnes..
may God bless me..
to repay back all kindness dat parents sacrifice for me,abg and ome.
there is too much pain
im not afraid to cry,but i am afraid to lose the person dat i realy need in my life..

• who??
• just ignore people-people behind my parents.. they are not important here!! DENY THEM IN THIS BLOG!!!!
  

now i tell u..

Muhamad bin Zain
Hamidah bt Bakong
Faizal Izani b Muhamad
Fazrul Anwar b. Muhamad

sometime i pretend im okay.. behind the cutest smile,will u detect the sadness??
no rite??
what hurt the most is,watching people laught.. n laught.. n laught.... so hard to deal with this situation..
we never know waht will happen in future, only God know...
its hard to force ourself to keep smiling and smile,at the same time in our heart there is such a huge painful..

MY STRENGHT...
I WILL..
MY PARENTS...



**

Riang Ria

HOHO....

sAmeKOM!! pEKABA?? Kaba baIK... Da mkN KE??? YE,Mkn da PON...Apa lg... jap,jap.. nk pk... da mandi ke?? DA LAME pon mandi... uhuk!!! uhuk!! dah-dah.. diam Chiqui!!

PertaMA...

Ptg ni da nk balik Arau... Oh final x lame lg... pusing kepala memikirkan.. lol!! final ni kalo x buat betul2 hancus la.. hajat di hati nk sambung belajar kat UITM SHAH ALAM... ( ade matlamat sendiri.. oh apakah ia??? rahsia....)

keDUA...

Kapala rasa ringan skit... dek bebanan yg sgt berat mggu lepas,kini sy rasa boleh bernafas ckit.. lega... FIQAFI... ohhh!! apakh plan hari ini?? tidak tau... of course i will stdy .... till the end of my breath... oh!! touching!! sudahlah!! ok,, balik pd topik kita hari ini... FIQAFI DAN BLOG....

OH!! APAKAH IA??

BLOG adalah sejenis sistem maklumat yang canggih.. di mana fungsinya lebih kurang mcm diari la... tp diari menggunakan pen... meanwhile,Blog menggunakan teknologi moden.... paham x??? baca elok2... nanti bila da kawin.. sy sudah punya selonggok CERITA tentang sejarah hidup sy... ahhh!! masa 2 anak2 akan berkata ....." Ibu ni hebat la.... sy suka baca blog ibu..." .... " terima kasih anakku,nanti ibu ajar kamu buat blog.. bkn tujuan nk cari jodoh.. kalo kamu cari jodoh,ibu penyek2 idung kamu".... anak2 akan memuji ibu mereka ini kerana mampu menulis blog sehingga bertahun lamanya... oh!! apakh ini sy ckp??
tidak paham??
baca lagi...
byk fungsi blog... masam manis pahit tawar semua lengkap dalam 1 database... no need to delet... jest let it being publish n everyone can read our story... make people laught.. ye je laught?? sungguh tidak percaya fungsinya Blog...




mungkinkah sy akan bertahan dgn menaip blog ini?? oh!! sungguh tidak tahu.... kerana byk lg kerja yg harus sy kerjakan.. sungguh sy sibuk!! masa depan.. itu yg memeningkan sy..... migrain!! lol!! apa harus sy lakukan??
riadah?? tgk wayang?? makan ?? ntah.. tidak pasti..
mungkin sy ptt ........... tututututut.....apakah ia???

dengan adanya FIQAFI.. sy makin bersemangat...!!!! bersemangat!!! harus ceria bersama FIQAFI!!!!

Setelah cuti semester nti,blh lah sy menaip tanpa henti di blog ku ini.... ahhh!!! bila nk cuti ni....

TERTEKAN

LOL!!

• rasa sgt tertekan arini
• final da dekat
• revision x buat lg
• teruk nih!!!
• mcm mn ni??
• penink!!
• mggu depan test lg..
• bila cik rozi nk berhenti bg test??

hohohoho

• x tau nk update aper..
• bohsan...
• pala ni mcm nk pecah jer..
• pk hal stdy mmg tenat
• kritikal

sabar...sabar....sabarrrr Chiqui
fuh!!!

• luckily mom n dad bring me 2 shoping as much as i can
• aneh????
• sbnrnya mals...
• tp disebabkn x nk kecewakan parents,aq ikut jgk..
• hohoho??
• chiqui??
• knp begitu???
• ntah la.....nk release tension...
• hohoh
  
• hopefuly dis day will END AS SOON AS POSSIBLE...
  

i need TO break a moment...

speking plak!!
language betol ke?
ntah ,x tau..

OMG!!!!!!
HELP ME!!!!

MINGGU YANG SIBUK

uh!! da lama asa nya x tulis blog nih... bz doh!! mggu lps mmg x d masa lah.. kuiz sana,kuiz sini.. ni pon bru lepas buat test Arab.. pekataan arab ni complicated cket.. but,once we know d flow of d language, senang lar... alah,hafal je pekataan. yg len2 kata ganti nama diri.. pandai-pandai la..
( pandai ckp,diri sendiri malas buat.. BLUEKK) byk sgt la test... mggu deoan test lg... sem ni mmg mencabar .. test yg tersusun rapi di mana2 sj.. aq pening...

Minggu lepas apa jd ?

Aku mendapati byk stiker kolej yg x cukup.. Kata Cik Din kalo x dpt stiker,x boleh dok dalam uitm.. NR la aq ni... umph!! xnk!! nti kn byr byk!! uh!! tau x maksud DIN dlm kamus ape..?? mksdnya = KEBISINGAN.. hahaha!! mmgEncik Din bising.. al-maklumlah dy kan org kuat uitm... malam2 meronda,memekak jek!! bising! awal2 sem dulu cik din ada buat offer,sapa dpt tangkap KUCING dy akan kasi reward rm 15. blueek!!! kucing kurap manyak deh!! RM 15 = Sekor kucing.. oh Cik Kebisingan.. KALO X SILAP aHAD LEPAS ADA MEETING DGN DY... AHHH!! Sibuk dy crita pengalamn naik eroplane.. teruja la jgkk.. apakan daya,aq selalu tdur dalam majlis bersama pensyarah....

" Chiqui, u r bad girl"

All of sudden, i think about my Cute Little Pink Batrisya... mOM said,she really miss Batrisya.. oh no!!! Dad oso... ome!!! of course yes... We All Miss Batrisya... Di atas riba nenek,icap cucu ek baby!! alolololo!!! Cuet deh!!!


NEXT..

OH YA!! yesterday i came back from Perlis using TRAIN!! uhahahah!!! ni PERTAMA KALI (bold cket,kasi npk) naik train... sebelum ni mn pnh pon.... ptg ni aq x plan pon nk blik,tp kalo x blik mggu ni,bila lg... sbb mggu dpn da study week,so aq x d masa nk ulang alik ni.. blir!! desyum!!! balik mggu ni je la...

" Me,satgi tin balik dgn train tau. jgn bg tau ayah,nk suprise. ingat na,jgn bg tau ayah. satgi tin dah sampai kat AS tin msj me. hehehe"

few minute later.. ome kol

" hah!! nk balik dgn apa!!!" ome said
"dgn train ;a. kan dh ckp td." Chiqui replied
"dgn sapa!! dgn boyfrn la tuh!"
" woi!! balik ngan umi salmah lar!!! errrr!! ermmm!! x pa na,mlm ni mai amik kat stesen keta api! ingat!!"
'' ha,xpa.. satgi me pi amik..''

then..

kring!! kring!!!

'' Halo!! anak ayah buat apa ni???''
" bru blik klas ni..."
" X mau balik ka????nak balik ayah nk p amik" ( nada perli)
UH!! OME NI X BLE HARAP!!! x ble simpan rahsia!!! er!!!!
"x pa la,tin balik ngn kawan.satgi sampai tin msj me"
" ha,xpa. balik elok2 na"
''SALAM"

dalam train ayah kol...

" hah!! dk kat mn dah ni???"
"dlm train la.."
" naik dah ka train??"
''dah naik dah... bru ja naik..."
''agak2 kul beqapa sampai??''
'' x tau la... x qeti nk agak.. satgi tin msj me la..''
''la ni dok kat mn dah''
'' ISH!! ayah ni!! dalm bendang ni mn ada signbod ... err...''

ayah aq sgt prihatin....train kAmI delay 30 minit... Lama bapak tunggu...dah tunggu 2 ada lg mslh lain... train x d ekon!! uhaaahah!!!!! adoyai!! panas!!! bekuap lor!!!! dok je la,nk bt camna.... meanwhile nk tggu train jalan, kami dok depan pintu train dulu.. wah!!! sejuk!!! udara yg nyaman,... too fresh for us... balik kampong pya pasal,aq redah gak!! atas kesabaran aq,akhirnya,aq tiba di rumah tepat jam 8.30 mlm.. ah!! ujan plak dah!!! lebat siot!!!! guruh dentum-mendentum!!! ek??? hehehehe....

NEXT

final exam is around d corner... oh no!!!

Pabila Tidak Melihat Wajah " mereka"...

I Rely mISH mY pAREntS....

bila nk balek nih??
I LOV MY PARENTS tOO MUCH!!! bIla nk BAlek?? Rindu nK meLAwak ngan mak... RiNDU nK dENGAR aYAH bEbel Umah X keMAS...

• kALO baLiK MST BEREBUT tv NGN ayah.. ayah sibuk jer nk tgk berita terkini.. asal kul 8 malm jer kn Bukak TV3.. mcm mn nk tgk AF NIH mak?? mak sy peminat af... AF yg lepas mak VOTE Hafiz,konon2nya Hfiz 2 org sarawak jd kn vote la... eh!! x hingin aq... aq x suka HfIZ TUH!! RAMBUT mcm sarang tebuan.... tebuan masuk x jump jln kluar... tau x mak aq byk vote hafiz?? ahahha.. mak.... sy tetap sokong mak.... petang2 ni slalunya ayah tanam pokok...cari rumah byk pokok,2 la rumah CekGU mAT yok!!!
  

OH NO!!
mis!!!
omos 2 weeks x bAlek umah.. supose dis wek aq balek.. td x jd sbb d test plak dah..
waa!! waa!!!
mggu ni sgt memenatkan.. test berciciran.. x termampu nk kawal... tangan ni x menang... sdgkan aq ni jenis yg kuat tdo.... nk lawan bkn senang... uh!!
mggu dpan pon samer gak...
d quiz lg ni ha...
FInanCE MMG BYK KEJA...
terima kasih Miss RoZIHanIM kERana Sudi MeMbRI KAMI byk keJA....

but its ok..
i do dis 4 my parents.. kalo x kerana MEREKA , da lama aq giv up.... nk blas jasa mak ayah...
love u MAK , AYAH!!


wat elSE...??
REPort aCTIvity minggu lepas lar...

ni mlm EKSPO kat mushrOM... Mlm ni mmg aq makan sakan lar... penat jgk makan nih... abiskan duit yer??? jagung 2 patot nyer mak cik kasi majerin lebih .. ni x ... serupa mkn jagung kering jer.... jagung org lain d mayonis.... lada... jagung aq kering!! uh!!! x sedap!! rugi duit!!! lg.... beli keteow( .... cmne nk eja ntah...) pak cik 2 mintak kurang senggit pon x bole.... tiap2 mlm makan... mmg 1 proses yg membanggakan la...makan kenyang mmg 1 pekerjaan yg sia2.. hahah... pandai jek .. tp diri sendiri x sedar... bluuuurrr!!

ni malam yg sangat memborink-kan... dah x tau nk watper,,,amik gambo jer la ....
ermm... mmg borink la mlm tuh.... d lg pic... nk show semua x bole lar..... mlm2 kat cni mmg sunyi la.......

• lambat la tenet mlm ni... nk out dulu la......